Church name: Saints Peter and Paul Catholic Church
Church address: 36 North Ellsworth Street, Naperville, IL 60540
Date attended: October 30, 2016
Church category: Catholic Church (Tridentine Mass)
Describe the worship service you attended. How was it similar to or different from your regular context?
This service was quite different from the church that I normally attend. I noticed a few things right off of the bat. Not only was the mass performed in Latin, but the Latin was for the most part (if not completely) sung by the priests. For some reason, I had assumed that even the homily would be in Latin, so I was temporarily caught off guard when the priest began to speak in English. He spoke very fast, and the sermon only lasted maybe 10 minutes. This is very different to what I'm used to, since I'm used to the sermon taking up the large majority the service rather than the Eucharist and the other non-homily parts of the mass taking up so much of the service. Another interesting thing is that the priests faced the altar instead of the congregation for most of the service. This is even different from what I experienced when I attended Catholic mass as a kid (my dad was raised Catholic, so we went to Catholic mass for most of my childhood), where the homily, though it wasn't as long as it is in most Protestant services (as in probably half an hour or more), definitely felt like a bigger focus of the mass, and the priest also faced the congregation during the service. One thing that I was conflicted about was whether or not I should take Communion, since I went through the process of First Communion; I ultimately decided not to because I don't think that I'm a "baptized Catholic in the state of grace" - I, after all, have never even been to Confession.
How did the worship service illuminate for you the history and contours of global Christianity?
This service, even more so than the visit to the Orthodox Church, gave me somewhat of a window into the past. Although the mass was quite difficult to follow at times (even the booklet with translations that was provided was difficult to follow, since it seemed to jump around a lot), I found that I was able to see what the mass may have been like for hundreds of years prior to Vatican II. Honestly, even though I was confused at points, the ability to participate in a mass that was like mass had been presumably since the Council of Trent until the 1960s was amazing. I now understand much more about what we've been learning in class because of it. The fact that all Catholic masses were performed in this (or at least a similar) way throughout the world not too long ago and for so many years really makes me reflect on the nature of how Christianity really is global - you don't really get that sense so much with most Protestant services, since they're church-specific.
I think that this service for me personally reminded me why I chose not to become a Catholic and get confirmed. When I was younger (but not too young), I really had a sense that I wasn't too fond of how ritualistic the Catholic mass is. It seemed like it could get in the way of a person's walk with Christ. I now have more nuanced and informed reasons for not being a Catholic, but while attending this Tridentine mass I still was reacquainted with my initial reasons for not wanting to be a Catholic in the official sense. That's not to say that I completely dislike the Catholic Church or Catholicism in general; I actually think that Catholicism, despite its various fallbacks throughout history, has mostly been a church that and also provides good pushback quite often for Protestants (at the very least, it can spur Protestants to really investigate why they interpret Scripture the way that they do). I used "they" in the last sentence because, even though I was reinforced in not wanting to be a Catholic, I still don't want to fully throw myself into being a called "Protestant." Even though I'm probably at least 80% Protestant over the other two major sects of Christianity, I don't necessarily want to corner myself into being called a "Protestant." I'm first and foremost a Christian - a follower of Christ. I might also add "evangelical" to that, which would make me an evangelical Christian, but even that's not nearly as important as being called "Christian." In the end, I want to be known for my allegiance to Christ above all, and this mass helped me to remember that. However, I also (re-)learned during this mass, just as with the Orthodox service, that I as a Christian need to be in fellowship with non-Protestants. I highly value unity within the body of Christ, and the lines separating Protestant, Catholic, and Orthodox Christians must be crossed (but not necessarily broken, since the differences are certainly very important) in order to pursue that.